I have lots of jumbled up thoughts right now and I’m just going to put them all down as they come off my fingers.  So if it sounds jumbled up…well…sorry.

• I shouldn’t be so upset about this.  Maybe not.  But guess what? I am anyway.
• Probably should have expected this.
• You don’t ever ask me about important things going on in my life.
• My eggs keep getting closer and closer to their expiration date.  And I don’t mean the eggs in my fridge.
• Dating sucks after 30.
• You occupy a bigger space in my life than I do in yours.
• There are two other men who are obviously interested in me.  Why does that not excite me?
• Why are you not interested in me?
• Am I going to end up being one of those sad, reclusive little old ladies with a hundred cats?
• My house is a mess and I don’t give a damn.
• I haven’t had a good cry in a while.  Maybe I was due.

Yes, I know this all sounds negative and pessimistic.  Sorry.  Deal with it.