…there’d be days like this. I should have paid more attention.

Wondering why I’m feeling so let down today. Hmmm…probably because I’ve been let down? There’s nothing quite like being told that you’re good enough for a fling but not good enough to actually date. Can’t believe A. and I get the same news broken to us in the same damn day. Unbelieveable. Don’t take it personally, he said. Was there a different impression I should have been left with? Tell me again how that’s not personal??

Was looking forward to spending time with Mark today, shopping for ski stuff. I’ve wondered if he’s having second thoughts about the trip…wondered if he’s going to call this whole thing off once we get back. My hop is that the trip is wonderful and for both of us to come back renewed.